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Artist's Statement 2010

In my bed at night I could hear the sounds of lake Michigan. Cold winter air crept through my window. I was five years old and my parents had just bought a very large 1920s stucco house. My immigrant father had been discharged from the Army and was starting his medical career. The house he bought was so big that it scared even him. After all, he grew up in apartments in Belgium and on the west side of Chicago. Up to then we had lived in small military housing. The new three-story house had a cavernous entryway, a black and gold marble fireplace, a back staircase, a secret door into the basement, and a boiler that looked like a WWI submarine. Even when I knew that there were other people in the house, I sensed them more than saw them. My parents rented out the third floor and I heard the murmurings of people I never saw. Sometimes they snuck out on the roof, causing damage to it. Thus my room always had a wall where the plaster cracked and the wallpaper bubbled. My eye got lost in the dirty drip patterns and flaking plaster. No matter how many times it was repaired, a new slimy organic stain appeared. I wondered how many decades this had been going on. I stayed up at night and listened to timbers gently creak with the weather. Occasionally there would be a big “CRACK” as the old timbers settled loudly with age. Sometimes I wandered the place when everyone was asleep. I peered over my shoulder and thought I saw figures in the deep shadows, listened to the sounds in a kind of half asleep state. This slow perception of reality seemed to make the space loom larger and larger until that house was a whole world. It was in this mode of perception that I first became aware of myself as a person alone in the world. Ever since then I have been interested in depicting empty interior spaces that suggest their inhabitants, and somehow seem animated with life and the self reflection of the viewer.

Matthew Lopas      

Artist's Statement 2004

In the quietness of painting discoveries are made.  The engaged eye and the motivated hand find that certain things just fit together.  The eye notices that particular parts enhance other parts.  The hand pushes shapes to form groups.  Groups become taught synergies.  When this tightness begins to vibrate I stop.  

When the engaged eye looks at nature the imagination is released.  The eye has something to get lost in, something to find a way through.  When motivated by the hand the act of looking becomes imaginative.  This imaginative gaze leads to a silent understanding.  The feel of this activity becomes a need. 

That is how painting is for me.

            What do I find myself looking at?  For nearly a decade it has been the spaces I live in.  At this point these spaces have attained a kind of mythic quality for me.  They have become the locus of my imagination.  I originally painted memories of the house I grew up in.  In representing its large fire lit rooms I recreated my original world.  These paintings were like the caveman’s hand painted on the walls of Lascaux.  Every mark said, “I am here, my consciousness, my world, my life, matters.”  And, by analogy, so does the viewer’s.   My paintings became a statement against nihilism.

            My current sunlit paintings offer a place for spirits to rest and the mind to soar.  Sunlight streams in, objects glow in its glory or nestle in its shadows.  One can sit in a comfortable chair, pet a cat, feel the warmth of sunlight, and let the mind's eye get lost in trees and clouds.  A landscape enters through windows.  The already stretched space then becomes infinite.  Safe, limited space becomes heavenly.

Matthew Lopas      

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